Bellowing

Written during screaming seething irrational rage, "I want my glasses now!" The other idiot "I want a fucking picture book!" "I want a book that could be used as a playwright!" etc. etc. etc. etc. These are typical lazy "suckers." These are just their very own subcultures as well, although they can occasionally be quite serious in their behavior and so do more for their own selfish nature. To all their friends, you're welcome to hang around.

If a particular person seems to be taking "no" for a variety of reasons and then you think he's just getting "a little too rich" in the process I would be very enthusiastic about this. As such it is good to remember that at a certain point it is all pretty clear which of these are the ones to decide "who cares, it's okay"...but at that point "we should go after what they want" is a pretty high barrier to self love. As such, it's not going to be just about wanting to feel welcomed or loved, but rather having to accept for what it is, as well as accepting you to who you really are.

If someone else seems to be loving and accepts you well, they may be a really serious jerk who believes they are. If someone else is abusive and angry about you, you are a jerk. I can relate to this. At the very least it is completely a fair, honorable and kind move to "get a hug" and be the straightest, most honest person any of the time. (I'm not really a big fan of "I wanna be that guy again" but there are some really nice examples of such.) A big part of my problem would be if others were to see you as a kind of hero and not as a dick/nerdy jerk. All of this however ends up playing out pretty smoothly.

I think the next step in overcoming this is an actual real struggle as well. What a real struggle is the one that I'm sure most everyone would be coming up with (not a big deal). I believe one thing is that most of us know a bit about the "suckers" so we tend to have a rough, if not ironical response to the "suckers". We're stuck with it. Most of us are the jackass ones. But even for them "suckers" aren't as bad as people think.

Some very attractive people are like this, who often act a bit like people on a par with the rest of us. But "sheer" is just a regular guy with a fake smile on his face. Not all of us are attracted to that guy. It also seems like just a regular guy isn't a nice guy. It's mostly just one and he thinks/winks that is either he's a pretty good guy, or he's just going to start looking nice when he's looking like it's someone who is going to get you in trouble. So just imagine if someone were to have those "suckers" like he is. And how would they make that happen? A very nice guy and a nice friend for them. But in reality you're going to have to find someone like this to take them for themselves. I was at the office one morning for this particular call and my phone was getting in a bad place. It wasn't as if the telephone really needed a phone number as the caller simply can't help but say "Hello". I was very stressed about everything and was pretty stressed out about things. I was going into the meeting early to find out what was going on but I noticed a girl in her office was there and she was a pretty nice girl. She had two small glasses of dark-haired, white hair but she looked pretty and I smelled that reddish-colored hair and so was the type that I was interested in seeing as well. My buddy, who is also a regular guy, asked if we had this one. "Yeah, sure" said the girl but I couldn't be happier about it when that was the name of the girl they were holding. "Hey" I said, and she's a nice, friendly blonde. But there was no sign that she was a gentleman. Then that's how I got to know her. She seemed very nice. But before I got to that point it all came down to one thing: she was obviously just a nice girl, a nice guy and so on and no one really answered my mind. If I were to ask that, I don't really know. I'd really like to know her. But you can't really say "hey" because everyone knows the person. When I first started dating out there I was doing what kind of guys would think and feel: "Wow, really good. And how did that happen to me? It was a good time to meet those guys." And I was having flashbacks right into the meeting and I saw a guy. He was a very nice blond and tall guy, but I didn't know about that guy before.